Investing feelings for someone takes a lot of risks. Letting them in means we’re giving them the chance to be trusted yet we have as many chances to be screwed-up.
I have been into running stitches of heartaches. I took risks coz I wouldn’t know what’s in until I get there. Guess what? I always end up falling along with the gravity. Sometimes I wish my head hits first so I can think and see things differently. I wonder if they were just not the only one for me or I am the real mistake for this. They say that things keep on happening when you don’t learn from them. What is it that I am not learning?
Refrain from loving much?
Trusting someone?
Letting go?
Moving on?
I knew these very well. In fact I am used to it. But whenever I do these, I feel half empty. It’s like I’m trying to change a part of me. Now I’m learning the act of being me and it’s up to the person to realize my worth. If it happens all over again then it’s just going to be a cycle of trusting someone-being happy in love-getting hurt-letting go and moving on. No matter how many times I’m hurt, what’s essential is that I am being real.
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