People change. People always leave. People fall out of love.
People change for tons of reasons. I did cause I’m tired of being the mouth-zipped “too much” understanding girl which is why people keep on taking me for granted. I’m not saying that I’m rude now but at least I still have the decency to think of what others will feel when I speak like what I always do. The difference is that I don’t let others easily mess up with me. I’m practicing self-control too. I didn’t change to become a rebel but for me being a better one. For others, that I don’t know. Maybe they also have the same reason as I have. It sucks when they treat me right then suddenly they treat me cold and what hurts more is when they don’t even talk to me and that I began to think that I don’t even deserve an explanation.
People always leave and it kills me. They keep on promising yet they keep on breaking it themselves. It hurts me when people leave. It’s like a part of me separates and I just can’t live without that part. I don’t even have the assurance that they’ll return. Some say, “sometimes they come back” but most often, they do not. Another hard thing to accept is when they leave me alone knowing that they themselves are the ones that keep me alive and comforted. No matter how many diversions I make, their faces keep on flashing in my mind. People come and go and I know that. I don’t want someone who promises me everything. I just need someone who would stay.
People fall out of love - an undeniable fact. How can we distinguish love from being inlove? I guess, You can love all but you can only be inlove with one. That’s why I always wonder how people easily fall out while they’re inlove?.. Cause I believe that if you’re really into that person, no matter what happens, you still know who will you choose in the end and that is the one you’re really inlove with.
Some things are really uncertain like the weather. People are harder. I only see the determination while they’re on it. Once they change their minds, make a new decision, no matter how small– the whole future shifts.
