10 THINGS I LOVE ABOUT ABC

1. How they laugh at me whenever I crack stupid jokes 2. How they get angry whenever I forget my responsibilities 3. How they raise a toast whenever my heart is breaking 4. Always on the go 5.They keep you on track 6. They let me know and feel that I'm special 7. How they value our friendship 8. No conflicts at all 9. Supports me and never leave at the moment I need them most 10. How they let me be real just by being me

My Heart

Has been broken a couple of times. Always been screwed up everytime I trust. Fallen down trying to grasp a little hope that next time it'll be different but constantly end up being hurt. Trying to find out what went wrong when I've done my best. I am nothing. It's been so long since I've heard the sound thumping inlove. Confused now that your back. By your simple gesture I can't deny the feeling but there's something that's holding me back. It's the fear of being left alone which you are capable of, because you still have my heart.

Jailed.

Amidst in the dark of nothingness, I closed my eyes and its him i saw. I'm not thinking of anything especially not him, I'm avoiding to but maybe subconsciously I am. I'm still haunted by his memories. I wanna runaway and abscond from this feeling but time has put me to face my fears. The more I get away, the more it moves me closer to reality. A part of him is still drifting over me.